I've always been of the mind to scrap life as it is...the happy & not so happy. Now, I'm not so sure.
My Grandmother passed away in November. Of course, I documented it in my Project Life 2010 album. It was nothing more than a 4x6 picture with a single 2x3 journalling card.
I adore the picture of her. She suffered from dimentia & the photo was of a rare day of lucidity. She looked like herself. She had that sparkle in her eyes that was all too common before she became ill.
However, when flipping through the album, that week brings a terrible sadness.
I refuse to remove the picture and journalling. After all, that was an event within our life last year. Sad as it may be.
Hopefully, time will make this inclusion more bearable. After all, I was able to include a picture of my first furbaby on the 5th anniversary of her passing the previous year. I still grieve for my sweet Pepper. She left a huge hole in my heart & life. Sometimes the tears still come. But, I smile when I see her picture in our family album. So maybe it's just time that is needed.
I miss my grandmother terribly. The grief came long before her death though, as the dimentia took her away.
The album is almost complete. I'll be so happy to put it away for a time & not have to deal with November 13.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
The last few weeks, I've been plagued by horrible insomnia. Mostly it leaves me useless & unable to function. However, I have found one perk to not sleeping well...I'm getting a lot of scrapping done during those wee hours when I should be fast asleep. I only have December left to complete in my 2010 Project Life album. Under the circumstances, I'll focus on the silver lining.